{"id":328,"date":"2014-02-22T19:00:03","date_gmt":"2014-02-22T19:00:03","guid":{"rendered":"https:\/\/laurelantur.com\/index.php\/2014\/02\/22\/2014-2-22-who-knew-a-12-square-could-be-so-terrifying\/"},"modified":"2014-02-22T19:00:03","modified_gmt":"2014-02-22T19:00:03","slug":"2014-2-22-who-knew-a-12-square-could-be-so-terrifying","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"https:\/\/mysticalexpressivearts.com\/index.php\/2014\/02\/22\/2014-2-22-who-knew-a-12-square-could-be-so-terrifying\/","title":{"rendered":"Who knew a 12&#8243; square could be so terrifying?"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" decoding=\"async\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/static1.squarespace.com\/static\/5181e760e4b04f94760cb317\/51832db8e4b0046126d0409f\/5308f274e4b0c1a4a9397105\/1393095288803\/DSCN2342.JPG?w=900\" alt=\"\"\/><\/p>\n<p>I recently decided a few things.<\/p>\n<p>I decided to switch mediums.<\/p>\n<p>I decided to do larger work.<\/p>\n<p>I decided to try to actually sell my work. Eeep!<\/p>\n<p>I had an art show recently and realized my work is so small, it is not very noticeable in person. &nbsp;I like working small, I like the intimacy. And it is so much easier in so many ways, less expensive.<\/p>\n<p>I haven&#8217;t painted on canvas in decades. Maybe once or twice. The last time I did, I was in my <em>twenties<\/em>. &nbsp;So&nbsp;I drove 2 hours in traffic to buy new acrylic paint and canvas, a new set of brushes. I bought a few 12&#8243; ready-made canvases too.<\/p>\n<p>Those ready made canvases filled me with fear. So perfectly made, so clean and empty. So it felt a lot better just to rip off a hunk of canvas and clip it to an old crappy piece of plywood. No <em>real<\/em> art being made here!<\/p>\n<p>The self talk we go through as creative people is ridiculous. Mine goes from grotesquely overconfident to pathetically self pitying in a matter of microseconds. But mostly I am saying helpful things like this:<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-left:40px\">It&#8217;s just an experiment.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-left:40px\">You don&#8217;t have to show it to anyone.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-left:40px\">You can paint over it later.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-left:40px\">Go ahead and try it, it&#8217;s just a practice piece.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-left:40px\">You can make 4 more of this same image and pick your favorite later.<\/p>\n<p style=\"margin-left:40px\">No one will ever see this unless you want them too.<\/p>\n<p>I take this approach for all my artwork because art making has to start out as a very personal interaction, just for me. If I think at all about what other people think, I won&#8217;t get into the flow of creating the way I most enjoy it. &nbsp;<\/p>\n<p>So, it will be a while before I show ya&#8217;ll my paintings. I don&#8217;t know&nbsp;<em>what<\/em> the heck I&#8217;m doing!<\/p>\n<p>\u00a0<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>I recently decided a few things. I decided to switch mediums. I decided to do larger work. I decided to try to actually sell my work. Eeep! I had an art show recently and realized my work is so small, it is not very noticeable in person. &nbsp;I like working small, I like the intimacy. And it is so much [&hellip;]<\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_monsterinsights_skip_tracking":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_active":false,"_monsterinsights_sitenote_note":"","_monsterinsights_sitenote_category":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":""},"categories":[1],"tags":[],"class_list":["post-328","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized"],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_sharing_enabled":true,"_links":{"self":[{"href":"https:\/\/mysticalexpressivearts.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/328","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"https:\/\/mysticalexpressivearts.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"https:\/\/mysticalexpressivearts.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mysticalexpressivearts.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mysticalexpressivearts.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/comments?post=328"}],"version-history":[{"count":0,"href":"https:\/\/mysticalexpressivearts.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/posts\/328\/revisions"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"https:\/\/mysticalexpressivearts.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/media?parent=328"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mysticalexpressivearts.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/categories?post=328"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"https:\/\/mysticalexpressivearts.com\/index.php\/wp-json\/wp\/v2\/tags?post=328"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}