Kittens and Toilets

When I was little, I used to take the cat into the bathroom with me, so I could hold it on my lap while I sat on the toilet, to feel its soft belly on my bare thighs. Naked, safe, innocent. And yet, in telling you this, I feel a little shame for how it will be interpreted. I yearn […]

More storybook portraits and scenes

As much as I love painting these, they are a bit of a guilty pleasure. It is clear that I loved my Beatrix Potter books.  But I judge my own work for its illustration quality. Like there is something wrong with it. And there isn’t!  I am an illustrator, of characters for grown up story books. There. Now go away […]

Experiments and Scratching

Sometimes revisiting a particular image feels like coming home. But lately it has felt stale. It’s so hard to feel like you are mastering something but still keeping your work fresh. Or to feel like you are working within your “style” while also trying out new things.  I really love the work of Marlene Dumas. She does portraits, and some […]

Confessions…

Recently, I participated in a 5 Day challenge online, designed to help artist tap into their most authentic art. It was facilitated by Jessica Serran, and I highly recommend you check out her website and course offerings. The main thing I learned about myself is that darn it, I just really like to make art that feels very taboo. And […]

Quiet connecting

I consider these pieces more like art therapy, they are quick, colorful and expressive. They relate to love, to intimacy, to connection, or the lack of it. The sparse backgrounds are like a shelter for two people trying to share a life, at once protected but also isolated in their own joint world. The background is cold, wintery. Recently I […]

Intimacy and Art

Relationship are hard, and what is hard about them, i think, is maintaining intimacy while also just going through day to day shit, including wanting everyone to leave you the fuck alone.  I recently ended a 7 year relationship. Intimacy was one of the issues. Physical and emotional. We were just kind of friends, except, she didn’t feel like a […]